Sunday, November 16, 2014

From troubled beginnings

Photo from my Tumblr


Most of us trot in this world without a faint idea of where to go and what to do next.

Some of us are okay with that, and some of us aren’t.

We get into all these different things, meet different people, and get our hearts broken. And it cripples us, having to be pushed too far and having to settle for what we don’t deserve. It tires us, having to keep hoping, and having to regain strength and resilience to make mistakes, just to be disappointed over and over again.

But some of us have reached a point where we’re finally sure of something. And we’ve suddenly never been happier.

We’ve taken the initiative to find happiness instead of waiting for it. We’ve stopped doubting ourselves and started taking risks. We knew it wouldn’t be easy, but we kept going, knowing that continuously falling flat on our faces would eventually make us better people, those who are more prepared to face the world we still find beautiful, no matter what damage it has caused us.

It may have cost us a lot of things: leaving the people we once were, changing our ideals, and maybe even our passions or what we found most fulfilling. We may have let go of the things that used to matter and even the people we once loved.

But through all the gambles and stumbles, we’ve grown and become brave enough to venture into what we were once afraid of. We finally found what we’ve been looking for.

It’s thrilling to know that although many doubts remain and many dangerous adventures are out there for us to explore, at least at this point in our lives, we’re lucky enough to know that we’re where we want to be.