Monday, October 28, 2013

The white lady I saw in my room

From digplanet.com

This is a story I wish was just something I imagined. But as much as it was chilling, it was real.

It was about 2 o’clock in the morning and I couldn’t sleep. All was silent. The lights in the house were turned off and everyone was asleep. I went downstairs to keep myself preoccupied. Hours after, as I was back inside my room, I noticed that oddly enough, the fan was open, contrary to me turning it off before I left.

As I laid on my bed and settled in, I couldn’t shake off this bad feeling seeping in my chest. I involuntarily scanned the room and noticed a figure standing several steps away from my bed. Faintly illuminated by the light shining through my bedroom window, I stared at the faceless woman in the white dress, whose hair was jet black, stiff and long.

My body immediately froze. Everything was then eerily silent and the air turned stiff, like all the particles in the air suddenly vanished. Something prickled my skin, and I felt like I was robbed of breath.

I shut my eyes, feeling my heart suddenly pounding through my chest and goose bumps engulfing me. I heard myself say, “Our Father in heaven, holy be thy name… Please give her peace. Lord, please make her go away.” over and over again. I couldn’t open my eyes, for fear that she was still there, possibly inches away from my face, and I couldn’t turn around and find a more comfortable position, for fear that she was beside me.

I kept counting the seconds until I finally opened my eyes. She was gone.

I jerked and stared into the darkness. I continued to breathe heavily as I mustered enough strength to rush to my sister’s bed and lay next to her. Shaking uncontrollably, with tears forming in my eyes, I told her what I saw.

Although my back was soothed and my mouth was hydrated with a glass of lukewarm water, I kept shivering. My eyes were wide open for fear that she would come back. Every sound I heard – the thud of the bedside drawer, the rustling of the leaves and the clattering of the pots and pans in the kitchen – frightened me.

“Please don’t make her come back. Please don’t make her come back,” I mustered to myself.

Paranoia took a hold of me as I continued to survey the room and constantly stare at the vacant corner where she stood, before I finally drifted off to sleep.

She wasn’t anything close to a shadow or floating, transparent entity. She was real, like a body I could touch. I was sure it wasn’t someone I knew, or someone I’ve lost.

Seeing her and her figure etched in my memory will make me think of creatures that roam and choose their victims, possibly anyone different enough to see things, or anyone who would coincidentally be awake at such an inconvenient hour.

Monday, October 21, 2013

How I floated in the dead space

From my Tumblr

It is about two o’clock in the morning. I am down to the last few words on the final page of a book I have deeply fallen in love with.

As I place the hardbound cover on the unmade sheets of my bed, I stare at the bland ceiling and the barrenness becomes more enchanting than it otherwise claims itself to be.

Something is tugging my sides yet I have not the faintest idea what it exactly is. Words seemed to form and erupt from the dusty, forgotten corners of the room and float in the dead space. It’s as if the world has a message for me. I start dreaming of things I don’t want to remember and things that I find most meaningful.

In the dim of the yellow light, I observe the stillness of my shadow and wonder how much of life I’ve learned about and how much I’ve yet to see. I get up, look out the window and see that the world is asleep, but I have never felt more alive, aware of how everything feels so heavy.

I don’t know what I’m trying to say or what my mind is capable of, yet I want to scream it to anybody who would understand. I feel disturbed as I am dealing with something I cannot fully comprehend, at least not at this very moment, or maybe at least not anytime soon. I’m floating in this space filled with much loss and uncertainty; in a world of maybe’s and probably’s.

Stuck in a trance, I shut my eyes, feel the lines on my face form, and try to drift off in peace and let the space engulf me.